So the frequency of my blogs has decreased dramatically, and it's inversely correlated to the amount of time I've been investing at work. It's been way to busy and stressful that I barely know which way is left or right. I know I'm on the cusp of having a serious drinking problem (again), so starting next week I'm going to go on a serious alcohol diet. My drinking has gotten real bad. Last night was awful, but emblematic of my alcohol consumption. It included wine, blue label, Belevedere tonics, tequila, soko and lime shots. I was out at One Little West in the Meatpacking district and just got smashed up. And it was only Tuesday night! I didn't intend to but it happened that way and that's what spooks me. I dont' even try to stop the downhill slide. I didn't sleep much last night because my body was revolting and I woke up in misery. I was still effective at work and that's kinda scary. I go through hell at night and can still operate optimally at work, which means I'm getting used to it. Ugh. This sucks. I gotta stop drinking. Alcohol is a drug. A few friends have commented recently that I got to slow it down. I know it's a poor excuse, but I blame work.
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